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sitting here... stoned.
waiting for naruto shippuden ep.53-54 to hit the net..... so bored.
thinkin bout where my life is going... still havnt moved an inch :(
taylor's in town... i dont like his g/f.
his sister whants to spend time with him... hes a fucking tampon.
shes an awesome sister... and hes bein a douche to her :(
my car still aint fixed yet... no wait... my moms car that im gonna use aint fixed yet. lol (aint that about a bitch)
work sux... life sucks... SO MAKE IT FUN!!!
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| omfg... wtf? |
[22 Jan 2008|09:30pm] |
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i want to talk to you so bad but im afraid of the awkward silence. I dont want you to think that im angry with you or that i hate you cause i dont. although i must say that im disapointed. I dont want to scare you off, i want to be understanding but i just dont think you handling the situation how you should. i feel like you dont wanna tell me that im not the choice you know i wanna hear. to be honest i would rather you came out and told me then making sit in antisipation and wait.unless the choice is realy this difficult then plz take your time. but dont hold back for my sake. just tell me. and i do feel like im pushing to hard but itz b/c i just dont understand what the hold up is. truthfully i feel like im back in high school. my thoughts are all over the place right now and i dont know where they are leading me. i dont know how long i can go without talkin to you but i dont think it will be long. your not on aim either. what do i do?????
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| what would you do for a klondike bar? |
[21 Jan 2008|03:07am] |
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what is to be said in the loss of something you thought was almost real? I dont ever get to have cake and eat it too. i get a taste of the frosting of someone elses cake. but i guess thats just the way the cookie crumbles. nothing is what it seams and just when it seams good and there are no flaws in your plan it some how finds away to fold and crumble then burn when it hits the ground. and to hide that there is nothing wrong you wear a mask. America is a good example of that. (need i say more?)... i thought not. then again i guess i dont think... EVER. My selfishness at the time of living what i think is life is realy just a realy bad dream gone even worse. I wish i was someones ice cream, but i am not. just a used, recycled peice of meat thrown around for all to see. Or maybe its the fact that i get myself into situations not worrying about what the outcome will be for me. Its not even that im minipulated. i minipulate the truth my self and i dont worry about it. maybe thats why my ass hurts so much from falling all the time.I dont think anyone is ever truly out of HIGH SCHOOL. So many thoughts running through my head its hard to see the other side without the asswhole in me comeing out, or the nice guy in me being too nice, or maybe im just being nyeive. the situations im in are not even my own but that i share with another. How do i know when im being too nice or when im being to much of a dick that i should stop myself from talking and saying something that could end all hope for a happy ending as we know it. Im not gonna say its love but its pretty deep. My best freind cant talk to me cause he dosnt know how to help. all he can do is tell me jokes and try to cheer me up. and tell me how he's tired of seeing me get hurt for the sake of another. but is it so wrong that i protect other and not myself. Dooperman wouldnt say that. he would just say some thing stupid and dig the whole even deeper than it already is. rihgt now the only thing i can do for myself is say fuckit and just uninvolve myself and pretend nothing happened.but that would be inconsiderate and un healthy for myself. it would just become another bottle in my already full storage unit.im tired of holding things in but i find it so fuckin hard to exspress my feeling with out feeling like a complete dick. my misfortune with ppl is killing me from the inside. i always thouyght i was a good guy but with the way things are going right now. i feel like the opposite. my last words for tonight will be a quote from AFI. " shut your mouth and open your eyes "
love zac
A.K.A----- Dooperman
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| BLARG! |
[22 Oct 2007|06:18pm] |
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Today was realy boring. all i did today was play halo 2. the good thing is i actualy got to sleep last night. im very happy about that.tommorow my dad has a jazz gig, its gonna be so fun :)
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| woooooow! |
[20 Oct 2007|08:49pm] |
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just another boring ass day sitting around the house doing nothing. i didnt even play any halo 2 today. i just sat around on my lazy ass watchin tv and watchin videos on myspace. lame lame lame. i wish i had freinds that lived close to me here so i had something to do during the day. and i forgot to bring my sk8board so that sucks even more. these four walls are driving me crazy. but all will be well when i return to florida.
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| well, i guess im back on lj (i cant beleive it) |
[19 Oct 2007|10:20pm] |
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live journal... wow, im suprised ppl still use this. well i guess in some ways its better than myspace. (an update on me)
im in GA right now but hope to return in the first week of december. i have to go to swim cause i think it might be my last. i realy cant wait.the last one was fun but in the end i managed to make a total fool of my self. id rather not talk about it.
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| girls suck! |
[16 Sep 2005|02:10pm] |
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i met this girl ashley and she was kinda anoying at first but she asked me out and i said yes b/c well i dont realy know why i said yes. but anywayz... i broke up with her after like 3 days and now shes walkin around saying that she loves me and i still love her and i also found out that she made out with a drunk kid at riverfront. im sooo pissed and she wrote me a note saying that i used her, my question is... what did i use her for? we didnt do anything! shes a fucking retard. god what the hells her problem.
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| wow!!! |
[18 Aug 2005|10:01pm] |
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today was really fun after school. i whent to lucys and we whent to her nieghbers house. me and andrew (lucy's nieghbor) chased each other around with pellet gunz and then me, lucy, andrew, and ashley all got on thier trampolien and andrew whent to get the dish soap and lucy got the hose. well ill let you figure out the rest... any wayz!! i dont want to break up with brittany just cause she wont call me.... stupid i know butt (lol) i like her alot. i miss her too! im gonna go to river front fri. and i hope i can get hold of her tommorrow so i can get her to go. i wanna see her. i know this sounds like im full of my self butt (lol) i think she deserves a guy like me in her life. shes a good person! well any wayz.. . im gonna go to sleep now so later.
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| wow! |
[07 Aug 2005|06:28pm] |
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i whent to the mall with liz yesterday and we were ther for like 5 hours and i needed to buy clothes for school and i ended up with four shiets for like $80. lol thats just not right. but we had a good time none the less. we got lew from work and saw robin at target. i finally got hold of brittany today, i was so happy.
well ttuguysl
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| finally.... |
[06 Aug 2005|01:02am] |
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im home. although i miss my dad and i know he misses me b/c hell have none to chill with. we got realy close this summer, we're like brothers. i still havnt gotten hold of britteny and i realy want to talk to her. it makes me all emo like. i even bought a taking back sunday cd. god whats wrong with me? well anywayz im sorry i didnt get to chill with my peeps in georgia josh and jesse more, oh well theres always next summer i guess. well im out of stuff to say for now ill tlk to yall later!
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| chilin |
[22 Jul 2005|12:28pm] |
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yo peeps i have come to realize something being up here in the mountains........ i am emo........ sad aint it but what ever. ttul
p.s. brittany i wish i could tlk to you right now i miss you lots !
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| what ever... mountains suck. |
[12 Jul 2005|09:05pm] |
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well im bored. theres to many freekin mountains around here trees also. hi tree meet my good freind tree. i met him online. well i ll let you two trees have some private time and go meet some more trees. lol christian knows what im talkin about! man i hate trees. i also hate emo ppl. there too emo. suicide! fuck that shit its gayer than emo ppl. screw all of it. on a side note.trees make oxigine... i like oxygen. it helps me say whats on my mind. well ttuguysl
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| well well |
[03 Jul 2005|12:56pm] |
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well!lol...
im home for a week but i leave mon. for Georgia to go see my dad. i got to see my ex. girl freind brittany last night. we went to see war of the worlds and then we went to some skate shop with christian and joana then we all went to the mall. when we went to drop off chiristian he wispered to me to ask brittany out as soon as we got back to my house. i looked at him funny and he said to trst him. me of course still have a thing for her. she is realy funny but she dosent think shes pretty but she is one of the hottest girls i know. maybe her low selfasteam is why she would like somone like me. but im lucky to have a g/f like her.
sooooo... i guess ill tlk to ya'll later! peace...
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| YAY!!! |
[26 Jun 2005|11:39am] |
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i come home today... well i had fun here but its nothing like home and i miss chillin with freindz.! well ill probably go to matts house tomorrow and thats it.
tlk to ya'll later.
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| at my uncles... |
[12 Jun 2005|03:19pm] |
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well im here at my uncle mikes house and hes playing diablo 2... hes getting pretty good at it. he jsu tbought a new house and its like three stories high. he lives next door to some tenis pro and an arcitect. (god i spelled that wrong) well i miss you all and cant wiat to come home. peace!
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| what ever! |
[10 Jun 2005|11:05pm] |
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i feel depressed but happy at the same time... weird aint it? i want to tell some one some thing but i cant b/c i dont want to hurt there feelings or ruin wat we have. well what ever i spent the whole day at lucys house and we just chilled.
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| summers cool! |
[09 Jun 2005|03:05pm] |
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well so far i have just spent like every day at my freind matt's house and we plaed halo and watched movies. sat. im goin to my uncles house for two weeks in tampa somewhere. then i come home for a week and then go to my dad's for a month then home again for a week and schoolo starts.
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| BLAAAAAA! |
[24 May 2005|11:04am] |
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bein sick sucks.... i have the flew but i will be at school tomorrow cause i feel better i only have a sore throte now.
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| fuckin ae! |
[16 May 2005|06:04pm] |
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i hate essays... they suck. man i like this chick at school but i dont know if she likes me so i figure id just let it be. i dont realy have much luck when it comes to asking girlz out any wayz. and whats the point if school is about to end any wayz? god i hate my fing teachers. fir. was fun cause i hung with shillo and we walked around riverfront and i saw this chick that gos to my school working at mai tai's so we sat there and ordered food cause she said at like 11 she was gonna dance on some table but we ended up leaving before she did cause we were bored. ( the french fries there sucked )
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| hey all! |
[08 May 2005|09:13pm] |
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my weekend f'ing rocked fpg is awesome...... i luve it there!
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| well... |
[04 May 2005|11:18pm] |
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im goin campin tomorrow and wont be in school on thurs. or fri. sooo ill see ya'll mon. luve yas.
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| blah blah blah blah |
[02 May 2005|03:20pm] |
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man school is gay! im sick of ppl bein so fuckin hard on them selves its getting annoying and it pisses me off that they think they have it so bad. i meen sure life gets hard some times and you just dont want to be here..... but wtf just make it fun while you still can i meen its not lkike theres days where you go withyout food and you live in poverty. so what ever, life sucks screamo music rocks and i love you all!
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[17 Apr 2005|09:11pm] |
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[ ] hang out with me?
[ ] go see a movie with me?
[ ] make a move on me during that movie?
[ ] hug me?
[ ] hug me a lot?
[ ] kiss me?
[ ] use your tongue?
[ ] dance with me?
[ ] put your hand on my butt?
[ ] be alone in a room with me?
[ ] go on a date with me?
[ ] take me to dinner?
[ ] pay for it?
[ ] get me drunk?
[ ] take me to your place?
[ ] sleep with me? (no sex)
[ ] cuddle with me?
[ ] have sex with me?
[ ] sing in a car with me?
[ ] grind with me?
[ ] play strip poker with me?
[ ] caress me?
[ ] date me?
[ ] ask me out?
[ ] please me in more ways then 1?
[ ] let me kiss you?
[ ] get me a B-day gift?
[ ] let me borrow your car?
[ ] be my gf/bf?
[ ] have a fling with me?
[ ] be there for me?
[ ] buy me a drink?
[ ] bring me around your friends?
[ ] give me a massage?
[ ] take me to the club
[ ] love me?
[ ] hang out with me more the 2 times a week?
[ ] miss me?
[ ] enjoy being with me?
[ ] re-post this for me to answer your questions
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[17 Apr 2005|09:05pm] |
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One secret.
One compliment.
One love note.
Lyrics to a song.
How old you are.
How long we've been friends.
And a hint to who you are.
i like this soo post anonamously... lol i cant spell!
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am i nice?
do you love me?
what is your fondest memorie of me?
do you enjoy my compeny?
whats your favorite samitch?
do you like who i am?
do you like who you are?
do you have a crush on me?
whens the last time you saw me?
is there anything you need to know about me?
am i cool?
do you want to know me better?
why are you taking this quiz?
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